Let the Motel Room Neon Light be My Confessional I sliced open these hardened veins Leaving me cauterizing with alcohol yet again It's the heart or the bottle Or a combination of the two I once fucked two girls on a football field When night had fallen And their boyfriends celebrated a birthday Only yards away You have no idea of the depravity Of the secrets buried Beneath a sly smile And a horoscope of hopelessness The Real Roominghouses of Los Angeles Hanging out For the sweet smog-choked Southern California sun There are much worse ways to asphyxiate And I hold little fear of death, anyway To lie buried beneath A mountain of scattered screenplays and unpublished novels In a cheap hotel room As the streetlamp flickers through the curtainless window And the roaches scuttle with purpose across the typewriter keys Drawing the death-rattle of the dying I wi...